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Black Masks

by The Coward Robert Ford

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1.
Bangkok 05:12
(Bottom feeding-) The bottom rung in record time Grand prize; given in nine-thirty-nine Come wish me luck On swallowing my pride As for the rest of them plant seeds Flourishing green as they please I hear whispering in the leaves Calling me unworthy I know my way, diluting pain under lock The prostitute in Bangkok of the flock Born to live in pain, polluting family talk I tell myself I'm not what they say But blood runs thicker than water and God ain't giving any rain today All I am is flesh grieving the wrong way The selfish pest driving into the oncoming lane I pray as I push the pedal down No one is swerving, you're joking, I die screaming loud What do you mean I make it all up? I'm drowning underneath while you draw water in the tub I could either plead or tell you the truth; What sits in me is a plight away from waking up in you We share the same blood Bear witness to the same faint hum Trumpets reverberate loud, the drums come in Turns out you're stuck down here Familial friend, familiar friend... They make out Bangkok worse than it is They make out Bangkok worse than it is They make out Bangkok worse than it is They make out Bangkok worse than it is
2.
Cuckold 06:32
If I had a bad day, I'd eventually blame you If I had it my way, nothing would ever feel right I'm standing at your door, my fingers clutching onto poisoned fruit I'd join you in the feast, so I get to watch you eat it too My friend, my lover, my lover Don't matter the role You're a bother, you're a bother Yeah, you're a bother My friend My lover, my lover You can run away into the desert But only I know where to find water If you had a good day I'd hope for bad weather To give you gloom, rain on a parade With a flood you'd never make it through If I had a cancer, I would give it the same Nickname your grandparents gave to you So when the nodes swell up, I'd be cursing your whole life And everything you do My friend My lover, my lover Don't matter the role You're a bother, you're a bother, you're a bother My friend My lover, my lover You can run away into the desert But only I know where to find water, water
3.
Has Nothing 06:02
Born the four-leaf clover Born in a pit of lyme Proverbial bastard Of Mother Mary shrines My friends communicate in whispers They'll tell me they know I tried But acceptance ain't an option I'd rather give up and die I don't want seeds to sow I just want to feel control This can't be all there is The light dims This can't be what it is, is this really What God meant When it goes under, I go white White, white When it takes over, I Don't want to die, don't want to die I'd take it all for granted If it meant I'd be fine The callousness of my actions Wouldn't linger long in my mind My hate communicates in murmurs Weakens my heart, hunches spine I'd die laughing If I knew you might I don't want to feel at home I just want a stable pulse
4.
Your tone is shifting slow I'd find out where you've grown cold Gone for years, hope you kept it warm Did the logs spill out and ignite the whole home? I'm in your tears I'm the tip of the spear The one you hold out In fear Wanting for the best Accepting that I'm no longer wanted At this I am the best Exploring abandonment fetish If you'd please See me show That I'm aware That I'm the curse I'm in your tears I'm the tip of the spear The one you hold out In fear Wanting for the best Accepting that I'm no longer wanted At this I am the best Exploring abandonment fetish
5.
Withdrawal 03:48
6.
Fade into white The years turn black and I Wait Cover it up Like skin growing scab While the moon had passed over us Your hairs raised when it touched you Yet when it all goes wrong You're always standing there Your care has fallen through So when it all goes wrong It's you, you're always standing there
7.
Rabbit Skin 03:05
The wind blows on my arms It keeps me calm, it reminds me what I've lost I fall asleep with a laugh track playing loud To remind me what I bought I'm the rabbit skin you ripped from tail to skull My nativity is your victory for comfort and warmth So, celebrate The day is made
8.
Lights 06:02
I can't breathe in here Open a window up The smell of the respected wishes The air of decomposition Always at night I clasp hands and embrace lies I feel like I'm whole again Like no one is really dead Dead Dead Dead Does it hurt you to watch me Stare in silence at my curtains to fall asleep? Do you feel every plea? Are you screaming in the nothing? I'm going to keep drowning Until the rumbles drain my life I'll finally consider them a sign While we float towards different lights Lights Lights Lights, oh Light, lights I can't close my eyes Sit outside Air conditioning flipped on It made me cry Always biding time I tell my family that I'm fine Every day is carbon dioxide Every word is clouded eyes Eyes Eyes Eyes Eyes Does it hurt you to watch me Stare in silence at my curtains to fall asleep? Do you feel every plea? Are you screaming in the nothing? I'm going to keep drowning Until the rumbles drain my life I'll finally consider them a sign While we float towards different lights Lights Lights Lights, oh Light, lights

about

Like every Coward Robert Ford record, this album was created entirely through a phone on a $0 budget.

credits

released December 2, 2022

Samual Glass - vocals, guitars, bass, drums, keys, synthesizers, production, mastering

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Thank you to:

- Ben Hevel, Carter Elsass, Nick Spence, Ryan Osterman, and Logan Burns:

Crucial feedback on tracks was an absolute godsend from these folks, especially with one of them in Ryan being a personal musical idol. Thank you to Ben and Nick for always giving back honest feedback and playing Rainbow Six Siege and/or Hunt Showdown with me in between recording sessions to give me creative regroups. Thank you to Logan for being a real #1 Coward guy and keeping my spirits up with the encouragement. Thank you to Carter for the best person on planet earth, 24/7, whom I will always feel as if he is my own brother.

- Those who have been here since Haunter/Black Hymns:

You all have no idea how beautiful you people really are to me. You took a kid in 2018 who was using this project as a pseudo-journal and gave him the confidence to turn it into something he believed in just as much as you.

- Those here now:

I love you all just the same and welcome!
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Even more thank you's...

- The Tickle Party Boys:

Derrick, Brad, Alec/"Greenie", Mikey, Jack, Joe, and Andrew. Icons of the Discord.

- The old Cat Turt crew:

Aldon, Alex, Ross, Rachel, Ravani.

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pretentious nihilistic slowcore bootgaze post-emo doomer music

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